Monday, June 17, 2013

Appa.. My True Hero..

My child hood hero is a guy named Super Human Samurai. I used to watch it in a Black and White Television (Appa, I hope you remember that) in which we switch channels with the Idukki. My Favourite place is an apartment in Parkavi(The one which in which we were living previous to the current one). Favorite dress.. loads of them! Favorite Bike is Unicorn.. Favorite people are my friends who are staying by for more than 8 years.. and still counting.. I have a really great Family Circle.. Definitely not on comparison basis.. but I am so blessed to have born in this Family Circle.. We make wonders..
And Favorite Person Amma.. No words to describe the connection between me and her..

So.. coming back to Appa.. Why am I saying all these things.. The things that I got in Life are so small.. I learnt that really sweet things come in small packages.. And the reason I got them is because of someone.. There is only one person who has been working silently.. who has shed so much of sweat and blood.. Who has stood for me despite so many differences.. when I look back.. I see only one person standing and working like a machine.. Day and night.. Showing me the truth about life.. Showing me how to be happy at heart through little things.. You have been smiling at me when I succeed.. At times you have been so Harsh to when I do things wrong.. Even though I never have understood that you tell me things for my own good, I have never apologized.. You come down.. You apologized.. Its really so painful to think that through now! You have been my best friend since my birth! 

I dont have enough experience to enunciate the Leaps and Bounds that you have surpassed appa.. They are limitless.. You showed me how to be strong.. You showed me the path I should take.. You have been my mentor in what ever I do.. starting from a Petty thing like tying a Shoe-lace to how to behave.. how to treat people.. How to earn respect.. You have shown me how to be a Man!

Thank you appa! It has always been you that I see myself in the Future.. You are my true Hero! Happy Fathers Day!

Life is Awesome

Life is Awesomatic! Why would I say that? Eventhough we all very well know how much of a Roller-coaster-life we are having now. How those simple events that happen to us insinuates the worst disaster (that we all keep wondering about all the time) comes down like a Rain of Fire pouring sadness that fills our soul just like that!
Just like that we fall apart! Even though it takes a whole lot of courage to stand up! We crumple just like an improperly-kneaded-dough. 
The Mixture of Life is never going to be Proportionate. It never will be. Always there exists a disproportional Event. Never will it be always be coming down to you like a Fruit on Lord Ganesh's hand.
But When there exists a dis-proportionality, you tend to set it right. You tend to make it the way with the ingredients that you are given. And that is when you actually start to Live. Doing things on your own!
Life is never Good or Bad. It does not take sides. There exists only one meaning to it and that is everything happens for a reason. And sooner or later though, you will know it. A little Patience is always the presented with a really Simple and yet a huge reward. A heart-felt happiness.
And we fail to do that. We fail to wait. We fail to have a little Patience. We fail to understand. We fail to feel things. And so life becomes lifeless!
So why would I say that, even though my life is the same as everybody else. I try to make it colorful. May be I must have had a whole month of Holidays that I dream about how I can make it more Special. I dont know and I dont want to know it either. Because reasoning makes you lose energy. It makes you weak. So why reason what you are doing. Do your thing!
We never blame ourselves for what is happening around us. Whether it is good or bad, we always curse the System on which our lives are built on. We curse our school for not teaching us something that is with other Schools. We curse our Society for not being something treating the way you wanted it. We curse the place where we grew up for not providing us something more.
But when you see that the Road of your life is meant be that way, that when we realize that every petty thing happens for a Reason and that Reason is always for our good, you start to realize that the things that you  were denied in the past are meant to be denied. You are meant to go through that Roller-Coaster-Ride. To endure all those sufferings to stand at a place called NOW where you are happy and heart filled.
And reasoning for every petty thing is not going to go take you anywhere else.
All life needs is a Little Patience and an Easy-Chair.
So sit back and watch Life taking you on a trip on its own!